A walk in the forest

The present moment is a gift. Unfortunately, it is one we often neglect as our thoughts rush headlong into the future, planning and worrying, or they get mired in the past, reliving and regretting. When we allow ourselves to connect fully to the present moment, something magical happens – we open ourselves to its possibilities. Our kind attention gives us new eyes through which to experience the world around us and we awaken to all that moment has to offer.

The other day I spent the morning wandering through the forest along the lake. The natural world is deeply nourishing to me – it soothes, mind, body, and spirit. As I climbed over rocks and roots, felt the softness of cedar and pine and moss beneath my feet, I was fully awake and firmly grounded in the present. My attention was rewarded with beautiful treasures as I explored with wonder and curiosity the world around me: mushrooms of all shapes and sizes were peering out from fallen limbs and leaves. The forest floor was alive with these little gems, and had I been hurrying along lost in thought, I would have missed their marvelous show.

Joy comes to us not in big, bright bursts, but more often in glimpses and glimmers that we can only see when we are paying attention. Where can you find little gems in your daily life? What slivers of joy come into view when you pay attention? The softness of the breeze on your face, the smell of bread fresh out of the oven, the warmth of laughter shared between friends. Each moment is an opportunity to experience joy, even in its tiniest measure. As you move through your day, I invite you to welcome the gifts of each moment and see what treasures await.

Connecting with nature

This was the sublime view from my meditation cushion this morning.  I am on holiday, so my ‘cushion’ was a rolled towel set upon the rocks by the lake. Meditation doesn’t require any special tools or circumstances – all that is required is a willingness to show up and explore the present moment,  with an open mind and a compassionate heart. I was serenaded by birdsong, felt the cool morning air on my skin and the texture of the rocks beneath my seat – such a simple yet beautiful way to begin the day with mindful awareness.

The power of meditation

Meditation has been an integral part of my life for a long time.  It has helped me navigate some treacherous waters – acute illness, family tragedy, profound loss.  It has also been there in times of joy and triumph, granting me a sense of balance and perspective and deep gratitude.  To anyone who asks (and probably a few who didn’t!), I extol the virtues of meditation, its myriad gifts and benefits, and all the ways we can incorporate mindfulness into everyday life so that we spend more time inhabiting the present moment, with all its possibilities.

There is a tool I discovered several years ago that has been a friend and guide on my meditation journey.  I have recommended it to countless students and seen them share it with family and friends as they spread the word about this beautiful healing practice.  Now, I am filled with gratitude to become part of this very tool, affording me the opportunity to stay connected to my students wherever they may be, and to grow my community as I continue to share the healing power of meditation.

For those of you who would like to practice with me from the comfort of your computer, tablet, or phone, you will now find me on Insight Timer (https://insighttimer.com/). My first meditation just went live – The Calming Power of the Breath – and I have uploaded another recording that should be available in the coming weeks.  Much as I would love to immediately populate Insight Timer with a broad selection of recordings for you, it takes time for the Insight team to approve all of the recordings they receive, and they release them in small batches of 10 so that all new meditations get good exposure.  They are apparently receiving so many submissions these days that they cannot keep up and there is backlog! While this means that it will be a couple of weeks before you can access more meditations from me, it also means that there will be fresh offerings from a variety of wonderful teachers arriving on the app daily.  If you are not already using this fantastic tool in your practice, I encourage you to download the free app and begin exploring all its features.

I welcome your comments and feedback, as well as any requests or suggestions for future offerings.  The first meditation is The Calming Power of the Breath, a brief practice to help you attend to your breath and invite a sense of tranquility within.  You can follow me on Insight Timer to be notified when my next meditation is released – Be Here Now, a grounding body scan practice that connects you to breath and body sensations as you explore what each new moment brings.

Grab your phone, find a tall comfortable seat, settle into stillness, and let the healing power of meditation infuse your life with mindful awareness, equanimity, and joy.

Through the looking glass

Sitting on the streetcar recently I felt a tightening in my stomach. I breathed into the sensation and recognised it immediately – anxiety. I sat with the sensation, stayed connected to my breath, allowed myself to simply be with the anxiety without attachment or mental drama carrying me away. I attuned to the sensation with openness and curiosity and my attention revealed its source: an Alice in Wonderland feeling I have experienced several times before.

My life for more than a decade has been somewhat nomadic. We move every couple of years to a new city/country/continent and each time I start over again from scratch – I build a new community, make new friends, find new jobs, explore my new surroundings. Like Alice tumbling down the rabbit hole, the view before me is sometimes dark, hazy and unclear. I am moving forward but I do not know where I’m going, where or when I’ll land, will there be solid ground when I get to the other side? Sometimes uncertainty can be exciting, exhilarating, filling us with anticipation; other times it can be deeply stressful, even frightening. For me, the trick to managing things like uncertainty is remembering to ground myself in the present moment.  I find stillness, I connect to my breath, I listen to my body and the rise and fall of sensation with compassion, with kindness, with a willingness to open myself up to whatever lies ahead.

Fear, anger, anxiety, sorrow – they are as much a part of our experience as joy, love, happiness and peace. Mindfulness pioneer Dr. Jon Kabat-Zinn calls it ‘the full catastrophe’, the richness of life and the inevitability of all the challenges and triumphs, joys and sorrows that entails.  Mindfulness will not make our challenges magically disappear. What it will do is allow us to look at them head on.  When we acknowledge our fear, our anxiety, our uncertainty, we give that experience a name and shine a light on it.  In the light of day it begins to lose its power over us.  We can observe it from a place of calm curiosity without attaching any particular story, meaning or drama to it.  When we attend to ourselves without judgment, in an open and compassionate way, we can learn to accept the full catastrophe, we can even welcome and embrace its highs and lows as an integral part of our extraordinary human experience.

The nature of change

Change is inevitable. Deep down we know this to be true. Why, then, do we so often fear change, struggle against it, fight to maintain the status quo? Perhaps it’s because we are creatures of habit. We take comfort in our routines, we feel safe and secure when we are surrounded by what we know. However, when we look within, I doubt there is anyone who cannot recall a time when their routine was shattered, when the best laid plans were completely, perhaps tragically, derailed. No matter how well we plan, how far we try to gaze into the future, we will never be able to see clearly beyond the present moment, and we will never truly know what changes the next moment might bring.

When we resist change, we are grasping at threads, as what we know unravels to reveal something unfamiliar. What if rather than viewing this new tapestry with fear and suspicion, we instead explore its unfamiliar patterns, seek out the beauty in its texture and colour, weave its threads into the fabric of our life. If this life is an ever-changing and evolving tapestry, we must acknowledge that there will at times be changes that challenge even the most masterful tailor.

BKS Iyengar wisely noted, “Change is not something that we should fear. Rather it is something that we should welcome. For without change, nothing in this world would ever grow or blossom and no one in this world would ever move forward to become the person they are meant to be.” To welcome change, we need to open our hearts and minds and learn how to accept whatever comes with grace and equanimity. This is the practice of Santosha. Through Santosha we find contentment with ourselves and the world around us, exactly as they are. We cultivate a place of balance, equanimity, and acceptance within us, and we begin to view all that arises in our life through this lens. When we can live from this balanced place within, the dizzying peaks and deep valleys along our path may seem less dramatic in their contrast, in the way they affect our daily life, and the terrain becomes easier to navigate. If we begin to acknowledge the inevitability of change and we release our fear of it, perhaps we truly can welcome change and all the possibility it brings.

Simple joys

After a week of sun and heat, it is rainy and cool today.  I love days like this. Soft days. Days where we can be quiet and simply listen to the rain falling outside our window; days where we can soften the edges of our expectations, give ourselves permission to slow down and savour each moment as it comes.  What treasures will we find when we pay attention to the present moment? What joys await us when we pause our busyness long enough to appreciate the simple beauty of raindrops, the way they nourish the world around us, the symphony they play as they land upon our rooftops? Sir Francis Bacon reminded us that “We have only this moment, sparkling like a star in our hand and melting like a snowflake.” Let yourself pause today to appreciate the simple joys that surround you, the stars in your hands and the raindrops falling softly on your head.

Welcome!

I have created this site to stay connected with the community of extraordinary people I have met and practiced with on my travels, as well as those I am sure to meet in the future.  Over the last 12 years, I have lived in six cities, in three countries, on two continents.  I love to travel and explore, I love meeting new people and experiencing new places and cultures.  Throughout my journey, I have been blessed to find friendly and welcoming faces wherever I land on my mat.  The practice of yoga brings people together, and it is my passion and my privilege to share this beautiful practice with others. I look forward to sharing this passion with you here, and may we meet (again) soon on the mat!